I was broken, torn apart. My days were gloomy and quiet, empty because everything I believed in was a lie. I trusted someone who I should not have and I realize that it wasn’t worth waiting for someone who is waiting for someone else. So, I became an emotional wreck. I spent my nights crying in my bedroom, skipped meals and I mess up my relationship with my friends. I lost it all. But that was before I met you.
You push me to be better. Gloomy, empty days don’t exist in your world. You listen to my problems and help me with them. Friendship meant everything to you. You said its important to keep friends, not lose them. As time passed, we became closer and I gained my friends again. My life turned the other way around, then. I started smiling a lot, helping others a lot and I started singing in the showers too *hides face*. But that’s what I love about you, you change me into a better person but still accept my faults, you never blame me for anything and instead, you’re the one who apologizes for them.
People thought I was crazy to think that I’d fall in love again that quick but heck, I don’t give a damn. I’m not always right but I am about you. You accept my flaws then and now. I fall in love with you all over again, each and every day. My days brighten up knowing that I have you, every time. Nothing will change my mind about you. People wont understand what we have and that’s the great thing about it because, we’re still figuring it out ourselves.
And for everything that you’ve done to make me feel this way, thank you and I love you with all my heart, Zarith.
“A woman knows the face of the man she loves as a sailor knows the open sea.”
- Honore de Balzac